Am I woke?
July 22, 2026It's painful to look back at the peaks of my psychotic break. Most of what occurred was dreamlike nonsense.
I still live by synchronicity. My mind loves apophenia, and I tag along for the absurdity, finding it humorous.
At times, I'm compelled to do something where I see no reason, but afterwards I'm surprised with an explanation.
I understand it may be a mechanism of the brain, making sense, malfunctioning. That's okay. I try to only observe, and not get lost in superstition, but I still trust it with my life.
Here's an example of synchronicity within psychosis. A morbid one but tangible to grasp.
Urged to reveal the thrashing of Jordan Peterson, I uploaded a photo to social media in February, 2025, featuring his shirt with an X marked, staged in a dirty bin.
Later that year, it came out he's suffering serious illness in part due to mold exposure. The original post with the photo is still online. It should be known that I don't wish harm.
